with my cell phone. i spent the evening at work emailing michael and surfing news on it... my boss got nosy and i showed her all the nifty things it can do.. from weather to movie times to surfing porn... so she has me looking up "big pee-pees" for her... i have mentioned i love my job too right? of course all this is after the residents had turned into bed, like at 10pm or so. i thought i was wanting to stay up, by i think i might go fall asleep flat on my face. geesh i hate this. bad allergies. and i need to brush my teeth bad. and my tummy is still sick, and my diet choices were not good at all. chinese take out for lunch, then a hot dog with lots and lots of onions on it and mustard and dots of ketchup. i figured wtf, my chances of getting kissed tonight were slim and none.
i keep turning down guys or giving them vague answers. i did chat with JC and he still wants to meet downtown somewhere, maybe go to the Jinx or something this weekend. i am not very fond of clubs... but maybe with the right company?
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives.
Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled.
And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14.
So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side.
And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.
God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and olive oil in Which to cook them?" And Satan brought forth deep fried fish and chicken-fried steak so big it needed its own platter. And Man gained more weight and his cholesterol went through the roof.
God then created a light fluffy white cake and named it "Angel Food Cake" And said, "It is good." Satan then created chocolate cake and named it "Devil's Food."
God then brought forth running shoes so that His children might lose those extra pounds. And Satan gave cable TV with a remote control so Man would not have to toil changing the channels. And Man and Woman laughed and cried before the flickering blue light and gained pounds.
Then God brought forth the potato, naturally low in fat and brimming with nutrition. And Satan peeled off the healthful skin and sliced the starchy Center into chips and deep- fried them. And Man gained pounds.
God then gave lean beef so that Man might consume fewer calories and still satisfy his appetite. And Satan created McDonald's and its 99-cent double cheeseburger. Then Satan said, "You want fries with that?" And Man replied, "Yes,! And super size them!" And Satan said, "It is good." And Man went into cardiac arrest.
God sighed and created quadruple bypass surgery. Then Satan created HMOs.
as i rule i don't like to have much to do with "attached" men. tommy has been an exception to this rule. he and i have been messing around with each other well over a year now, he has had other girlfriends, not that i consider myself as such, but i mean other than the one he is with now.
when i come over, we might fuck around on his computer... watch porn, he'll show me pics and profiles of chics he has been chatting with and wants to fuck. or has fucked. we talk. hang out. maybe run to the store for something to drink or what have you. yes, we fool around... but we haven't had "sex" in over a year.
the thing that bothers me is, while he is 100% honest with ME, he isn't with his current GF. she would be highly pissed if she knew what he gets up to. and even though he and i don't have a "romantic" thing going on... she would still be pissed. and it might get ugly... i mean if she "busted" us, i can walk away... look at her and tell her that he is her problem, and that she can deal with it or not, but i am leaving. i don't fight over guys. but HE could be in deep shit... get his ass kicked out or something.
and while i don't know her, she appears to be a "jealous" type, not that is a bad thing.. she has a right to be. she had called while we were hanging out this morning. and she was pissed. accusing him of lying to her... which of course he was.
i like honesty. i mean if you want to fuck someone else, tell me. but sneaking around.. either WITH me or ON me... i don't like it. it makes me feel kinda stupid either way. i know how i would react IF i was in her position... which would be pretty much not sweating the small stuff... maybe ask if his "friend" is bi, and tell him that if he gets to play with her i wanna meet her and maybe play too. him hanging out with someone i know and trust is way different than playing with some slut off the street, you know?
there was a married guy that i had starting chatting with back when i was legally seperated from my ex and waiting on the divorce to go through. i figured, hell my ex is sleeping at some other chic;s house.. why the hell not find a friend or two myself. when they guy 1st approached me he didn't tell me he was married... but eventually that all came out, before we met each other. and when we did meet, i met his wife too. she and i developed alot of trust and friendship... and eventually i couldn't stand even talking to her hubby, who it seemed was looking for more from me than i was willing... honestly he was looking to replace her. and no way. if i gotta choose sides... so he started seeing other people. people she didn't know like or trust. she begged me to start communicating with him again.. because then at least she'd KNOW...
i am not really into the polyamory thing, or open relationships and all. but keep your friends close and enimies closer i guess. hell i have "stole" guy friends' girlfriends before. but back to the one point i was making, as long as there is no "love" relationship between the guy i choose to be with and another chic, cool. just don't make a fool out of me. tell me if there is something i need to know. but if there is a feeling of attachment and committment, start looking for a new GF and a place to live (depending on who's name is on the lease).
overall i prefer monogamy. not because it is IMPOSED, but because it is CHOSEN. a very big difference. i want to be with someone who wants me to be with only him and him me. and wants me to feel the same way... but by the same token, hopefully have enough trust in me and my faith in him that if we are walking down the street and some hot little number all dressed for summer with some tight shorts walks by he won't feel the need to pretend he is NOT checking her ass for panty lines. hell i will be. some things are better shared, as long as everone knows their place.
heh. i am a sick kitty. i have weird outlooks on fidelity etc.
hmm... now what was the point of this entry? i think it was that i might make an effort to spend less time hanging out with my buddy, at least maybe until the next time he and his gf seperate or something... i don't want anything to feel like my fault, even though i know with him, if it isn't me it'll be someone else.
my kid is infinately easier to get ready for school now that he is on the adderall xr. he is actually pretty much picking out his own clothes and all that and i don't have to prompt him 17 times to go brush his teeth. he does still get sidetracked, but he is 6. it'll happen. it almost makes me feel guilty though. like he is some sort of little alien baby gonna turn into a zombie or something and its all my fault. i was put in the mind of the movie about the perfect students that were zombies, "disturbing behavior." and then my new interest had sent an email and he had asked for my forgiveness for slow responses as he has been a zombie the past couple days. yep. the zombies are gonna get me. suck my brains and all that.
and still no birthday spankings yet.
i wonder if anyone who reads my blog found the link to the pic off my spanked behind? it was actually taken a day or so after i was spanked, and you can still see the handprints. happened several months ago, the cutie that kept telling me that was my was stupid for letting me go and what a good wife i'd make. i chatted with the guy the other day, he had suggested i come out to visit him, which woulda been fun... but now he says he is seeing someone, as well he should. and why do they always act like you are going to be mad at them when they tell you that? guys can be funny. but i like them anyway.
tommy is suggesting i "come over and touch 'daddy' while 'mommy' is at work." sick puppy. now if he is offering those birthday spankings... maybe.
You're liable to be most naturally compatible with your fellow Fire Signs. You'll find the deepest passion with Leos, you'll never be bored spending time with Sagittarians, and romance will be positively smoldering with another Aries.
You might have some difficulty seeing eye to eye with clingy Cancers and overly serious Capricorns. And a Scorpio could sting you badly. Relationships with Libras, Taureans, or Pisces could be challenging but also very rewarding.
no cake. no candles. no icecream. no presents. no cash donations. i did get a happy birthday hug and kiss from my son, who tried to give me his piggy bank money... which i of course declined. and i got a card from the ceo of the organization i work for (signed by HIMSELF). and i got a card from my boss's boss. and my dad called and started singing happy birthday. and my stepmom wished me a happy birthday, as well as a myriad of friends online. YAY!
but i want my birthday spankings damnit! last year i didn't get any on my birthday... it was a week or so later.
why do we give birthday spankings? (besides the fact i really get off on it?)
Though the Western rat is reviled as little more than a bottom-dwelling disease carrier, this animal is viewed much differently in the East. The Eastern rat is revered for its quick wits and its ability to accrue and hold on to items of value; rats are considered a symbol of good luck and wealth in both China and Japan. Clever and quick-witted, the Rat of the Chinese Zodiac is utterly disarming to boot. Possessed of excellent taste, this Sign flaunts its style at every turn. Its natural charm and sharp, funny demeanor make it an appealing friend for almost anyone. The Rat likes to know who is on its side and will treat its most loyal friends with an extra measure of protection and generosity.
Behind that sweet smile, though, Rats are keen and unapologetic promoters of their own agendas. This Sign is motivated by its own interests, which often include money; greed can become a problem if the Rat isn't careful to keep its priorities straight. This Sign's natural powers of charm and persuasion can definitely come in handy! Although they are often hoarders, Rats can be very generous to those in their "pack," namely friends and family members who have proven their loyalty. Others might perceive them as quick-tempered and sharp-tongued, but never boorish. Verbal jousting is a great pleasure for the Rat, a Sign that everyone around will quickly learn either to love or to hate.
Rats enjoy being on the outside looking in, as the outside affords a view into the inner workings of a system or situation. The Rat's keen mind always seeks out new knowledge, to be stored away for future use. This ever-curious Sign also welcomes challenges as a way to stay sharp. If boredom sets in the Rat is no fun at all, but that isn't likely; this Sign knows how to keep itself entertained.
A valuable lesson for Rats is to learn to consider others above themselves, at least sometimes. If they can develop their sense of self and realize it leaves room for others in their life as well, Rats could find true happiness.
The most compatible match for a Rat is the Dragon or the Monkey.
You may appear to dislike men due to your extreme independence. However, nothing could be further from the truth. You are domineering and you have a rather nonchalant attitude. Your energetic and once aroused, you will be sexually aggressive. You like to make noise when you make love and in some ways you are like a wild animal in the bedroom, playful, vibrant and fearless. You like to use your body and are quite athletic both in and out of the sexual arena. You are a romantic, in love with love. You accept love as ones of life's little pleasures. You are a free spirit, always looking for a lover, not a father. You are an idealist. You go after whatever you want and you certainly won't take no for an answer. You have no trouble attracting men because you are always where the action is. You do not handle your money well which can cause a problem for the man who falls in love with you. You however are worth every cent that you cost your lover as you can stimulate him in ways that no one else can do.
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You will not tolerate being bossed around by your mate. You hate have your space infringed upon and you can't stand it if your mate shows up late for a date. You like to be asked for advice and flattery always makes you feel important. You will never slow down and wait for your lover. It's keep up or get left behind. You match up to your sign and the remaining eleven signs as follows.
ARIES & ARIES: Temper tantrums are quite likely to erupt into major wars with this combination. Remember only one party can win and neither one will accept defeat. Passionate but problems.
ARIES & TAURUS: The Bull has trouble with your free spirited attitude. With compromise it can work. A little bit dull for you at times however it can be a stabilizing experience for you.
ARIES & GEMINI: Wonderful alliance. This is an exciting, sexual encounter that can in fact last. Both you and Gemini are so spontaneous and full of life that there is no time for either of you to become bored.
ARIES & CANCER: The Crab is far too sensitive and slow for your speedy and hot tempered nature. You will have difficulty listening to the Crabs nagging and negativity. This is really a poor match up right from day one.
AIRES & LEO: This is a most exhilarating combination. You both share the same likes and dislikes. You are both always on the go, craving excitement, love and fun. This is truly a link made in heaven.
ARIES & VIRGO: Your impulsiveness is just too much for the Virgoan. Virgo's practical, critical nature will drive you away rapidly. This is a relationship better left alone.
ARIES & LIBRA: Although opposites attract, the Scales are just a little too lazy to keep up with you. You on the other hand lack the sophistication required to keep a Libran happy.
ARIES & SCORPIO: You are both ruled by the catalyst Mars that makes this union hot and heavy. The possessive Scorpio will, however, does clash with your free spirited nature.
ARIES & SAGITTARIUS: This can be a good and a lasting relationship. You are both fun-loving and quite oblivious to the faults that might drive most people crazy. This is an exciting and adventurous union.
ARIES & CAPRICORN: Finances are the biggest detriment in this connection. You can spend it as fast as the hard working Goat can make it that drives the frugal Capricorn insane.
ARIES & AQUARIUS: This is not a bad connection. You are both inquisitive, however at times you may find it difficult to contemplate what the Water-bearer will do next.
ARIES & PISCES: Sexually this is not a bad alliance, but your temperaments are just so different that it does put a strain on the relationship. You could never handle the Fishes emotional whims for any length of time.
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You may feel a bit of restriction working to hold you back from your current plans today, jennifer. It could be that your mind is feeling restless and that you are anxious to go, yet there is a feeling of discipline and caution that is nagging you, urging you to slow down. This might not be a bad idea. Discipline and willpower may be exactly the things you need to get where you are going.
i went into work for awhile to help out my boss, we have that inspection coming up tomorrow. her boss was in and was telling my boss to quit sweating it. i stayed there a few hours and did paperwork and some inventory of things like the disaster supply kit and all that.
meanwhile EEvil and tommy were messaging me ( i was logged into yahoo on my cell). i haven't seen EEvil in awhile, and for whatever reason don't talk to him online like i used to. i ought to.. he is a great guy, perv, but a great guy nonetheless. he gives very good advice and all too. i like him. but i just don't feel like chatting with him.
actually maybe its i don't feel like chatting with anyone? i find myself giving alot of one word answers and all that...
at any rate both were "bummed" that i was at work, and EEvil gave up... tommy... he never gives up. we made some tentative plans to meet after work, but i wasn't really wanting to drive into savannah, granted he did offer gas money, but he is just as much of a broke ass ho as me... anyway when he called me after i left work he afreed that we postpone birthday spankings until next week. which was my initial suggestion when he first suggested i "get my ass over." bare hand spanking and flogger... next week. good enough. i put getting together for his birthday off a week myself. damn now he is messaging that he has changed his mind and i ought to get my ass out there.. geesh. nope not doing it, staying here damnit. i am home and i have taken yellow allergy pills. persistant damn. he knows i want it.
but really really... i wonder what my new interest is doing later? hehehe
Mar 30 - "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum" opens at Lunt-Fontanne NYC for 156 performances Mar 30 - North Vietnamese troops enter South Vietnam Mar 30 - US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site March 29 - I was born after putting my mother through several hours of agonizing labor.
Top Songs for 1972
A Horse with No Name by America
Alone Again (Naturally) by Gilbert O'Sullivan
I Can See Clearly Now by Johnny Nash
Me and Mrs. Jones by BillyPaul
American Pie by Don McLean
The Candy Man by Sammy Davis, Jr.
The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Roberta Flack
Without You by Nilsson
Baby Don't Get Hooked On Me by Mac Davis
Lean On Me by Bill Withers
1972 Prices
US President
Bread:
$0.25/loaf
Richard M. Nixon
Milk:
$1.33/gal
US Vice President
Eggs:
$1.20/doz
Spiro T. Agnew
Car:
$3,879
Academy Award Winners
Gas:
$0.36/gal
Best Picture:
The Godfather
Best Actor:
Marlon Brando
in The Godfather
Best Actress:
Liza Minelli
in Cabaret
House:
$30,500
Stamp:
$0.08/ea
Avg Income:
$12,625/yr
Min Wage:
$1.60/hr
DOW Avg:
1,020
People born on March 29
1972 - Alex Ochoa Miami FL, outfielder (New York Mets)
1917 - Man O'War racehorse (winner of 20 out of 21 races & $249,465)
1956 - LaToya Jackson singer (If You Feel the Funk)/posed for Playboy
1964 - Elle Macpherson Sydney Australia, model (Sports Illustrated 1986, 87, 88)/actress (Sirens)
1969 - Perry Farrell rocker (Jane's Addiction, Porno For Pyros)
1972 - John Rothell Titusville FL, 400 meter hurdler
2334 - Beverly Crusher, Copernicus Luna, fictional doctor-Star Trek Next Gen
2336 - Deanna Troi, Betazed, fictional counsellor-Star Trek Next Generation
On TV in 1972
Kung Fu
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
Ironside
The Partridge Family
Gunsmoke
Sanford and Son
All in the Family
The Little People
The Sonny and Cher Comedy Hour
The Waltons
Medical Center
The Bob Newhart Show
Hawaii Five-O
The Wonderful World of Disney
Bonanza
The Carol Burnett Show
Adam 12
The New Dick Van Dyke Show
Room 222
Marcus Welby, M.D.
The Flip Wilson Show
Hot New Toys in 1972
Radio Flyer "Fireball 2000"
Evel Knievel Figures
Snoopy Sno-Cone
Seance
Fashion Plates
World's Greatest Super Heroes
Hacky Sack
Action Jackson
Odyssey (Odyssey 100)
Pong
Top Books in 1972
The Great Bridge by David McCullough
Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH by Robert C. O'Brien
i live 7 minutes from work. so gas isn't as much of a bitch as it could be. i ought to get up the stamina to ride a bike in... but my hours are kinda odd, i really don't want to be on a dark country road at 12am on one.
my kid thinks its a treat to pack a lunch consisting of a PB&J sandwich, pickles, string cheese, chips, a pudding cup, and OJ rather than be "forced" to eat school lunch which i am too broke to pay for right now.
i get paid saturday.
the child support recovery people sent a letter a couple weeks ago stating that it will be 4-6 weeks before they start garnishing my ex's wages. i filed what? back in january? something like that. i wonder what he has been doing with the $150 a week he is supposed to be supporting his kid with? think he is setting it aside so he doesn't get further into arrears? i doubt it.
i am still paying the bills, albeit late, without his income.
and i haven't been taking it out on him by making child visitation a hassle (hell... its free babysitting as far as i am concerned).
i should be getting a nice chunk of change back from federal taxes.
my truck is paid for. has an oil leak and a tranny leak though.
my boss accidently shorted me a few hours on my schedule and i didn't catch it... her boss went ahead and credited me for them, of course i'll make them up somewhere... but i think that is great. they coulda just put it in as is and i woulda had a short paycheck.
do i want to go to work? we have a CARF inspection, and not that there is anything out of place at work but my boss kinda goes all obsessive in case there MIGHT be something out of place... the group home is pretty much spotless... our residemts pretty much do as required of them.. but she seems to think we need to go over the place with a fine toothed comb.
meanwhile i sit here kinda in a state of mourning/longing. those who know me know why and for what.
Austrian physician and neurologist Sigmund Freud introduced the theory and technique of psychoanalysis in the late 19th century with the publication of his first book, The Interpretation of Dreams (1889). Psychoanalysis is based on the idea that people are largely driven by their unconscious thoughts and desires.
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Phrenology
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Phrenology
Phrenology* is a theory (now discredited) that a person's character and intelligence can be determined by the size and shape of their skull. Popular during the 19th century, phrenology is based on the work of German anatomist Franz Joseph Gall. (Telepathy* is communication from one person's mind to another, without the use of words, signs, or symbols. Graphology* is the study of handwriting to assess a person's personality.)
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Rorschach Inkblot Test
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Rorschach Inkblot Test
The Rorschach Inkblot Test was developed by Swiss psychologist Hermann Rorschach in 1921. Subjects are shown a series of ten inkblot cards, and asked to describe what they see. It is believed that a person's personality traits and unconscious thoughts are revealed by their interpretations of the cards. The Rorschach Test is a type of test called a projective test.
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Cognitive development
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Cognitive development
Swiss psychologist Jean Piaget was a pioneer in theories of cognitive development in children. Piaget identified four stages of mental growth that children go through: the sensorimotor stage, the preoperational stage, the concrete operational stage, and the formal operational stage.
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False
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False
Psychologists, who are not medically trained, are not medical doctors. Consequently, they do not diagnose physical illness or prescribe medications. Most psychologists have a doctorate in psychology. Psychiatrists*, on the other hand, are medical doctors who have had four years of postgraduate training in psychiatry.
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Intelligence
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Intelligence
The Stanford-Binet scale measures a person's intelligence. A person's score is based on how far his or her performance deviates from the average performance of others who are the same age. The Stanford-Binet score is adapted from a test originally developed by French psychologist Alfred Binet*.
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Dogs
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Dogs
Ivan Pavlov's experiments involved dogs. In his experiments, Pavlov demonstrated the existence of a response he called "conditioned reflex." He discovered that ringing a bell every time he gave a dog food soon caused the dogs to salivate in reflexive response. This reflex occurred even when no food was provided. This is called classical (or Pavlovian) conditioning.
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Talking
Psychotherapy primarily uses verbal communication to treat emotional problems, mental problems, or mental illness. Generally, a person discusses his or her problems one-on-one with a therapist. Depression and anxiety are the two most common reasons people seek help from therapists.
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Box
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Box
American psychologist B. F. Skinner is known for creating a research apparatus now known as the Skinner box. Using the Skinner box, Skinner tested his theories of reinforcement* and operant conditioning. Skinner showed that rats and pigeons could be trained to press a lever to receive a reward (food).
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Howard Gardner
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Howard Gardner
American psychologist Howard Gardner first proposed the theory of multiple intelligences in 1983. Gardner argued that there are many types of intelligences, each part of an independent system in the brain. Gardner initially identified seven different intelligences, and added an eighth in the early 1990s.
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Daily extended (by Astrology.com) If you weren't up late last night, exchanging life histories with someone who was honestly fascinated by hearing everything that happened when you were ten, you should have been. Fortunately, it's not too late. You're still quite willing to reveal everything about yourself -- and a certain person will be only too happy to reciprocate. Better take a power nap after work. -
we only stayed up until midnight or so last night, does that count?
a girlfriend of mine passed this on to me awhile back.. i may have posted it before. mine suits me... how about yours?
Astrological Comments After-sex
Aries: "Okay, let's do it again!" Taurus: "I'm hungry pass the pizza." Gemini: "Have you seen the remote?" Cancer: "When are we getting married?" Leo: "Wasn't I fantastic?" Virgo: "I need to wash the sheets." Libra: "I liked it if you liked it." Scorpio: "Perhaps I should untie you." Sagittarius: "Don't call me I'll call you." Capricorn: "Do you have a business card?" Aquarius: "Now let's try it with our clothes off!" Pisces: "What did you say your name was again?"
When Aries and Scorpio come together in a love match, it can be the kind of relationship where they both wonder how they ever managed apart. Both Signs love power and they can achieve just about anything -- as long as they learn to share the spotlight. Scorpio is very focused; once they set their sights on Aries, Aries is most likely powerless to resist! Scorpio has a deeper and more complex devotion to this relationship than does Aries.
These two Signs tend to engage in heavy, heated arguments. Their connection is highly passionate and often argumentative, because both partners have jealous tendencies. Scorpio tends to be more patient, but is also more possessive than Aries -- and can lash out (with that Scorpion sting!) when their feelings get hurt. Despite their differences in emotional involvement, both partners love risk and taking chances; this is not a boring relationship! Aries and Scorpio can have lots of adventures together. They may have trouble understanding one another -- Aries is a true extrovert, totally up-front and open, while Scorpio is more inward, emotional and, at times, manipulative. Sometimes a truce is necessary to keep things running smoothly!
Aries and Scorpio are both ruled by the Planet Mars (Passion), and Scorpio is also ruled by Pluto (Power). When two people with Mars's energy come together, it's like two soldiers on a battlefield -- they're either allies or deadly enemies. Mars also represents passion, so Aries and Scorpio tend to have an exciting time together (both in the bedroom and out of it!). Arguments are normal in such a challenge-oriented couple -- and making up is definitely something to look forward to! Pluto adds extra intensity to this dynamic.
Aries is a Fire Sign and Scorpio is a Water Sign. These two elements can be a great combination if they work together, combining emotion and physical action to get things done. Scorpio is a strategist, and can help Aries slow down and learn how to plan battles before jumping into them. Aries teaches Scorpio to let go and move on when their efforts are thwarted. However, Water can also put out a Fire, and Scorpio's tendency toward emotional manipulation has that effect on Aries -- it's too much Water dampening Aries's enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire makes Water evaporate away; when under emotional stress, Scorpio can become vindictive. It's essential for Aries and Scorpio to work together, not against one another.
Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Aries can teach Scorpio about spontaneity -- doing things just for the experience, rather than always having an agenda in mind. Scorpio can help teach Aries to stabilize and finish things rather than always jumping into new projects without completing what's already on the table. When they can understand that they're both loyal and devoted to one another, they can both be the boss -- Aries as the initiator and Scorpio as the emotional leader.
What's the best aspect of the Aries-Scorpio relationship? The power of their combined forces. They're both winners and they won't give up, making theirs a relationship that never settles for second best.
YAY! the alltell man came and fixed my phone line and i have a properly working home phone again. funny the order in which i am letting those who need to know know... called my boss first, then shot off an email to my new interest. now my family... might even let my ex know. maybe.
had another long conversation with my new "interest" and he makes me blush. and grin from ear to ear. and i hesitate to add this in the event that he reads it, but i seem to squirm a bit while we are talking. and he hasn't asked about phone sex or anything silly like that. one of my recent "suitors" always tried to turn it to that. and when i refused, he asked if i minded if he jacked off while we were talking. i wqs all TMI what you do with your cock is your business... but it certainly decreased his chances of ME doing something with it. i haven't even spoke to him in a couple weeks. i tend to do that. i get ticked, i avoid whoever. beats going to jail for kicking ass. not that i wanted to kick his, i honestly just don't care. hell.. i still haven't remembered that other dude's name. and JC? he seems to have been completely scared off. thinks i am too kinky and he can't compete with what else i have going on. he fails to realize that i CHOOSE what i have going on, and right now, short of guys that i know bugging about my pics, a few friendly propositions that i have declined or upon further discussion we thought better of, my tommy-buddy (which that could end at any time, no harm to either of us), i really have nothing going on. well there is the mean marine... but that is hmm.. whats the word? heh i dunno. right now though i really would like to meet the one that i just got off the phone with. i hope it happens. he has asked about meeting for coffee or something... turns out we both prefer tea...
i had an entry almost done. then due to my shoddy connection because of the messed up phone line my browser up and went back to my msn home page. without saving a thing of course. and now adhd boy is hanging over my shoulder and trying to read conversations and what i am typing and there are some things that should not even be typed with kids near the same room so darn. maybe later.
i am being bugged about the nasty pics i have. i did have the settings on my yahoo photo albums set where i was sharing them with a select group of people, ones i pretty much know and trust. people that i am fairly certain would not share them with others and the such like. a few of them were guys i had dated or fucked, maybe dated and fucked... i also shared them with a couple girlfriends as well. well, i had a temper tantrum one night and took EVERYONE off the share lists. then i rethought it, and added tommy back to all of them, kev back to the ones i took with him... and figured maybe nobody else would miss them.
i was wrong.
damn nags.
its not like the pics are that great. they are nasty, no doubt... but i am sure there is nastier smut out there.
granted as it was recently pointed out to me by a friend asking to be "reinstated" he can remember what it tastes like as he looks at them and does whatever it is he does while he looks at them. so its a bit different than looking at a stranger's.
Green Tea... You are Green Tea! Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence and very rarely take action if it involves confrontation. But you make up for this with your keen insight and understanding of the world and people around you, you have a very mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid back and that may be true but you are very intelligent and make good decisions.
my mean marine buddy had messaged on yahoo while i was chatting with the penguin king (damn i forgot to ask after the lil' critters). i was pretty into the conversation with him, and had another conversation on the side going with that guy i have seen like twice now regarding cooties (he is sick, but i haven't been kissing him. wasn't me!) so anyway with the distractions i didn't notice the marine's message box right away. when i did, i replied to the "hiya" he had sent to me... basically apologized for not replaying more promptly throwing out the excuse that i was being bugged about easter plans.. which was semi-true 'cause me and sis were talking about that, and asked him what he was up to. got the one word reply "nada" grrr ok why did he message me? what does he want? ok idle chatter.. i tell him it must be nice to be up to nothing, i wouldn't know what to do with myself... another one word reply "yeah." now he isn't much of a conversationalist online, and is maginally better on the phone... but in person is pretty fun and i do like him a bit... so i am being patient. several minutes go by and nothing. i am telling the penguin king about my "conversation" i say well.. there is a "Y" chromosome involved here, so maybe he thinks this is communication? dan, being male, says "yep" and then adds "well he is a marine" (the penguin king was army and is a dirty diesel mechanic now, i don't care he is still a sweetie and quite a cutie and if he wasn't dating a church girl... hehehe... but no i have this new interest and i think i just might wait and see what happens with him... jen can be a good girl jen can be a good girl...) anyway a good while later the marine messages back that he had a phone call and he is getting ready to go to bed.so i just throw a goodnight back at him... he is such a sexy beast.. and i had alot of fun the night we planned our play date and i wouldn't mind doing it again... and again maybe...
but i stayed on the phone until 2am with someone who thinks i am cool. and he asked if i wanted to get together and hang out (not fuck... but would he say no if i wanted it?) sometime... not that i am lacking for someone to hang out with if i really wanted to... but i don't want them. they do not amuse me, my attention span is too short perhaps. i forget their damn names. and i also have no desire to talk on the phone with them... much less for a few hours... hell, i have no desire to talk to them at all... i don't call guys. i am calling him. i am interested. in what? i dunno. but i like him. i haven't met him yet. i like his voice. i am a curious kitty.
he is aware of the pics i have taken with kev and tommy and christian. he has expressed curiousity to see them... says its completely up to me... do i share them???
sheila pup has taken to tangling up her tie out. or tanling herself around the porch or whatever she can get near. the chain was attached to her dog house, but then she figured out she could drag that. when we were in walmart i saw this "big dog tie out" stake thing about 2 feet long that looked like it oughta hold her.
i get it started, but the only hammer i could find was a 13oz one. not great for the task. i check the shed, but my ex wiped out the tools i asked he leave me. the damn asshole. he has everything in triplicate... he coulda left me those. all i wanted was a basic "emergency " set.
time to call my daddy.
sure he has a hammer i can borrow. no the weather is looking too bad so he doesn't want the grandkids. maybe he can watch matthew overnight while i am at work... all the while i hear "bang... bang... bang... bang" as my kid tries to hammer that damn stake in. i joke with dad about how earlier the kid was getting it in about a quarter of on inch for every 20 hits. i tell him i'll be over to borrow the heavier ham mer after awhile. i go outside.
i am astonished.
wow.
there is like 3 inches left to go.
i ask matthew if his arms hurt.
just a little.
i tell him he is great and he needs to call his papa and let him know that his mommy is a wuss and we don't need to borrow the hammer afterall.
he is growing up so fast. he still needs me though.
someone has to re-attach the arms on his power ranger.
when i had picked up my kid after lunch thsy all decided that they wanted to come over. and they have been driving me crazy. my nephew (7) has been playing xbox non-stop. he accuses it of cheating. my kid (6) has been hopping from one activity to another. and my niece (4) has dragged every plush toy in the house into the living room and they are her friends. HA! she hasn't got my frog though. my frog is soft and cuddly. and it is MINE.
the phone line is messed up. last night when michael had been trying to call it wouldn't ring through. and i thought my internet connection was just being spotty. i checked outside and there appears to be a short in the wires. i suppose it is a bad thing if where the line connects to the box outside glows on and off?
i had run by work earlier when i had initially picked up the kids, so my boss could make a copy of my driver's liscense (we have to keep up with those things). the kids were running amok and i got distracted and left my liscense in the copier. and i forgot to grab my catwoman dvd i had loaned out. my boss called me and let me know.
so i dragged all the vermicious knids to out again, to pick up the stuff from work and to wal-mart to buy the piece in the phone lines i think needs replaced. kids were being HORRIBLE in wal-mart. i bought them each a pizza at papa's pizza anyway, they had some sort of $2.99 deal fro medium pepperonis. good enough.
turns out the piece i bought for the line was the wrong one, so i call sis who works near there and ask her to buy the right one on her way home. she is all "i don't wanna go." but shit... its on her fucking way home. it'll cost like 8 bucks in gas for me to drive my ass back there. she finally agreed. bitchingly so. and will probably "forget." damn blondzilla.
the kids have about wiped out the pizza. my niece is doing the icecream whine.
i feel like i am whining.
they are watching catwoman.
gawd ya gotta love a chic in a catsuit wielding a whip!
i went and visited tommy this morning... got that lil' birthday present taken care of... there still has been no luv for jen, and that wasn't exactly what was on the agenda for this morning... as we were driving to the store i found myself looking at his hands... such nice hands, long fingers... clean... and thoughts drifted into some of the things he has done with his hands to me... damn i have been horny.. am horny... he was talking abiout hellifiknow i wasn't paying attention... i was obsessing... then he says i cut someone off in traffic (my driving makes him nervous i think)... i was like "so, they'll live" he laughs and says "you are such a bitch" i just grin because its not an insult.. just like when he says i am such a slut, and i respond "yes daddy." we are sick. its fun having a friend like him. i didn't see him for quite some time for awhile after me and daniel had had that monogamy discussion... and also when me and kev were seeing each other so frequently. monogamy is my preferred situation. and its hard for guys to accept i have male FRIENDS, and they are just that. FRIENDS. i like men.
and i talked to the most interesting one last night... the one that emailed me off my collarme account recently (well actually i think i emailed him 1st several months ago, we exchanged a few then, then things got quiet.. me, him, i dunno, it doesn't matter... point is he emailed me back and i answered). he seems so familiar, but i don't know him. we talked for hours. he was at work... so it was interrupted at times, but i stayed on the phone with him off and on all evening. and it didn't lapse into sex talk... yes it was mentioned.. but not in the way that most guys seem to push it... he seems very level headed. he is into bdsm as well, but he has the same outlook on it as i do... i am me first. i hope to talk to him again soon. he said i could call him again tonight, but i kinda encouraged him to call me. we'll see. i don't know if he has found this blog yet, i would assume he has... he found my "myspace" profile and blog, not that i write anything in it. its funny how some people you just feel like you know and trust, while others you are still wary of even after a year of fucking the hell out of them no matter how much they ask you to (yes a kev reference). i did tell this guy about kev, even some of the "gory" details. i don't believe in keeping secrets, but also know that TMI can be brutal and a turn-off. so i'll just let him know what he feels he needs to... for me, anything in someone's past can damn stay there as long as it is actually in the past... if its my business they can tell me. but that's my thinking.
damn i am horny. its rough going without after being used to getting it so often. but i think i am going to be a good girl... to some extent at least... that and i am curious about this new interest of mine... maybe i'll see if i can catch a nap... my son and nephew are playing crash bandicoot on the xbox and my niece is tearing up my son's room. they are all tattletales so i doubt they will get in trouble... but no.. i am not that type of mommy. i will stay awake and fix snacks and mediate disputes and all that good stuff...
a boy and his dog. sheila went nuts when matthew got home today, he had been with his dad all week. she busted her chain and mauled him. not that she was meaning a painful maul... but she knocked him down and bloodied his nose and scratched his cheek, all in the midst of licking him. and of course the more he screamed, the more frantic she got and trying to smother him... me and sis got them seperated and she elected to deal with the bloodied kid while i dealt with the dog... well puppy in a dog's body. she is as big as the kid already. and as for the kid, to his credit, he realized that the dog wasn't meaning to hurt him and he said i couldn't call his dog a dumbass and kick her in the head. as soon as all the blood was cleaned up he was rough housing with her and playing, all forgotten. it must be nice to be 6.
Daily extended (by Astrology.com) It won't be a boring day. Startling, for sure -- shocking, maybe. But definitely not boring, humdrum or run-of-the-mill. Your first surprise will likely arrive via either a coworker or someone else you see on a daily basis. Either way, they won't be acting even remotely close to the way they usually do. Of course, you being you, you'll enjoy the change -- and encourage it. Hey, it's your job to be a sparkplug. Might as well have fun with it.
yahoo won't let me into games. i want to play literati. and kick ass.
i was propositioned by everyone tonight except anyone i want. then again i don't really know what i want. so maybe that is why everyone was on my nerves. and the ones i would consider that i chatted with had some excuse like being stationed in iraq.
me and a guy a fooled around with a few times were chatting and had about decided to play when he got logged out and didn't come back online and we don't have each other's phone numbers shit that ticks me off... his connection had been spotty, been storming, and he was logged out a couple times but got back on and there is no luv for jen.this guy is fucking increadible.. not the rough use me hard stuff like kev... but slow and intense and he feels guilty about just getting head... he is fun to play with and i'd like to get him in a bed even if i had to pay for a damn hotel room myself.
maybe i am just a cockwhore.
or maybe i need meds.
i might be add?
prozac kills the libido. maybe i need to take that again.
You go with the flow, and go well with any lover. You're not a prudish lover but an adaptable one. A blank canvas, you're willing to be painted with any kink. As long as it's washed down with some sweet whipped cream.
i am soooo having some pull my hair and fuck me harder issues. hopefully i will at least get to see my tommy buddy for a bit.. belated birthday present for him, and an early one for me perhaps. i might have to convince him to fuck me. great day i am cranky. i could kill kittens. but it wouldn't do any good. maybe i should call kev. but shouldn't. gotta end the downward spiral. i am just really healing somewhere from things we have done. and it will be nice to be healed up before i see the doctor. i had my appointments mixed up and its next month on the 11th i see the doc. at that one last year i was grounded from sex for 3 weeks because of stuff i had done with daniel. and with kev... well there is shit i have done with kev i don't want to even admit to ME i did....
there are some things you just shouldn't eat at 3am before going to bed. plucking my eyebrows makes me sneeze. tatercat is in my space and making me sneeze too. springtime makes me sneeze. is it october yet? i crossed a line last night. i need to shave my legs. i couldn't get off by masturbation this morning, or yesterday either. i need something else. i feel like sneezing. i hate sneezing. my sister the blondezilla is whining about geting her hair cut and that no one wants to go with her. i am very pissed at my aunt but not emotionally ready to go into why. my boss thinks i need to fly to california and "cut my aunt's ass" and would give me funeral leave to go do it. she also thinks i need to visit my buddy that moved to texas. that particular buddy thinks i would make a good wife and that my ex is an idiot. i'd like to go to texas and visit him, but i wonder what good could come of it. sex with that buddy was fun. i have pics of how red my ass was from him spanking me. he felt like an asshole after he did it though. and was not happy i shared the pics. my ex was an idiot. hopefully he is growing out of it finally. somehow i doubt it. i was a good wife, but i quit. i want back on the damn "S" pills that make me have less chin hairs to pluck. at least plucking them doesn't make me sneeze. the new doc won't put me back on the "S" pills because they effect blood pressure and my blood pressure is great/low at times and he didn't want me passing out. i hate chin hairs. i think the only hair women need is on the scalp and eyebrows. i need to get ready to go to work. its early day for me and i have to go shopping. i haven't even planned a menu yet. i stuck a blank one up and told them to write down what they cooked. all they want to do is eat pop-tarts though. and hotdogs. they are worse than kids. i am procrastinating. i want to go back to bed.
i have mentioned i have an addiction, right? i like sex. if you have read previous entries, particularly ones concerning my visits with tommy, you know i like to well... um... hehe... you know... i get off on doing it even, to the extent to which my clothes can stay on and me not be really touched and i get what i needed. granted its almost always nice to get my clothes removed and get some too.
last night i wanted some pretty damn bad. i was buying junk food. a poor substitute for what i wanted. i was about to give into actually eating it, but one of the guys i am considering as a replacement for kev was willing to go on a test drive last night... and my clothes stayed on. i got in his pants though. which was good enough for me.
and tonight i was nice to a friend.
i need to find someone like kev, but less apt to put me in a position where we might get arrested. he seemed to truely not give a shit. perhaps i will make a list of the benefits of not fucking him anymore. of course if he called or i called i would go. i am not THAT over him yet. getting there
this would be the inside of the birthday card he made for me.
& nbsp; 
Though the Western rat is reviled as little more than a bottom-dwelling disease carrier, this animal is viewed much differently in the East. The Eastern rat is revered for its quick wits and its ability to accrue and hold on to items of value; rats are considered a symbol of good luck and wealth in both China and Japan. Clever and quick-witted, the Rat of the Chinese Zodiac is utterly disarming to boot. Possessed of excellent taste, this Sign flaunts its style at every turn. Its natural charm and sharp, funny demeanor make it an appealing friend for almost anyone. The Rat likes to know who is on its side and will treat its most loyal friends with an extra measure of protection and generosity.
